I'm not dead. I'm just not on this account.
I'm sorry to all my watchers that might've hoped for activity on this account(if there is any, haha).
For the moment being, I do not want to reveal the account I am currently using(if you're dying to know, send me a note).
I have problems staying true to who I am and keep wanting to make new accounts when I don't feel successful or when I wish I was someone else. This was one of those accounts I made in all my confusion. Just, it's difficult ya know, I've never been recognized as an artist in the big crowds and it hurts (I do love you guys who paid attention to me, though! You know who you are ). Anyway, dropped by to say sorry. as for the activity on this account in the future, well, that is for you to decide. As silent as deviant art has become, I highly doubt this journal will have any comments or views. I'll check in next month. ugh. Nathaniel and Pirka would be glad though, if you want to see them again.